This is when I constantly say; Jesus HELP

• 6 hours of sleep till Friday...

• Nightwatch time, we're getting up at 6 in the morning (real time is 2 a clock in the afternoon)
  

• 3 hours class Isaiah each day till Friday(night watch time (that's us) at 7 a clock in the morning till ten...) real time is 3 a clock
  

• 10 hours every day in the prayer room this whole week...

• 13 hour schedule each day (at least)

• For those who want; fasting for 1 week

Other words...exhausted...weak...can't think clearly...fighting against my flesh...counting off the days till at least Friday to catch up some sleep....

...Yes...Jesus HELP...yikes...

Doing my best to submit to leadership and rules while everything in me SCREAMS to take a break etc

BUT Im very happy and thankful to be here and if I could choose it again, I definitely would! God's grace is sufficient...aiaiaiai...

help-help-help-help-help-help-help-help. Eph 3:16, God strengthen me in my inner man!